November 22, 2025
I don't know what to do anymore hsahsah....
I don't know why I keep on juggling things that doesn't matter, kept on chasing the hype, the trend, the next thing.
I always tell myself that I'll be doing this one thing for the rest of my days, but continues anyway on breaking it and starting another thing to learn or what.
November 24, 2025
Update...
Tonight, I actually learned call-by-value, call-by-address and call-by-reference. With call-by-value there is actually no way to modify the variables between functions, unlike with call-by-address, it uses pointers to actually achieve the same thing that call-by-reference does.
While, call-by-reference is only available in C++, I just can't believe how convenient it is, and how come C doesn't have it. Well, you can achieve the same thing with call-by-address but those & are too convenient to use than using these *ptr, &variable, and for accessing (*ptr). or ptr->structMember.
This is all thanks to Mr. Abdul Bari, and his excellent course.
November 25, 2025
I feel like from my past learning of C, from crafting interpreters and a lot of tutorial hell, I didn't actually learned anything, maybe I do, but I didn't progress that much. It was like I just stayed on the fundamental sections and blindly followed some code that is written by someone else.
But yesterday is different, I think I can actually change for good. As long as I stayed to true to my path and to keep doing what I actually want. Like not minding anyone, but myself on getting better and better.
Forgive me, if there is some typo or incorrect grammar in my posts, I am just blindly typing anything that comes in my mind, and not actually caring about how the grammar works.
I think the problem was is that I started too early and declared that this and that will be my future, like this is what I''ll be doing for the rest of my life. Without knowing that I am still finding and exploring of what I really want to do.